just being me..

Can't Say

I love you so much that it makes me cry
I would do anything for you, even die
I wanna tell you these things if I could, if I may
but it's one of those things that to you I can't say
I would climb up a mountain to hear you talk
I would swim the Atlantic to watch you walk
I would love to tell you it would make my day
It's just one of the little things that to you I can't say
I wanna make you believe all the things that I feel
I wanna let you know what I feel is for real
I know for these feelings I'm gonna pay,
but unfortunately, I can't say
I look your way and almost faint
It's so hard acting like a saint
I would like to tell you, it would blow you away
Unfortunately I can't say!

~it was a side of me being a sore looser for being so afraid to confess my feelings, probably because I don’t such have enough confidence and end up so hurt inside. It was always a one sided love of mine, I had imagined how it could be but it will be always be a dream for me. Loving is good thing, it will come if it were meant to come, and maybe not the most important is that you have been patient to wait for the right time to come. So for now I will be contented for a one sided love even if sometimes it makes me hopeless of a love I deserve.