realization, learnings, resolution

REALIZATIONS, LEARNINGS, RESOLUTION

I had realized that even though my last year memories was not just all about happiness but mixed with despair, hatred and unhappiness but still I will be forever thankful to the dear God for giving me my needs spiritually and materially. I have been very hateful to those who had wounded me so deeply (emotionally), and been very bitter and very unhappy for some time already. It’s hard to move on and forget when it had given you much reason to be in despair.  Not all of my wants but mostly of them I did acquire them last year, I have achieved some of my goals and have been contented with my simple life with the most important people in my life,  my family.

I had learned that life was never perfect and there is no such thing as perfect in this world, it is how you live your life, no matter how imperfect your life is you could always fill it up with good memories and good perspective in life. Therefore in my case I have just lingered too much on the bitterness that I had felt that’s why I didn’t fully enjoy my year.  Another is maybe there is a reason for loosing someone because it was a way of God telling me that don’t be sorry for what you have lost because something greater is coming your way, and God just saved me from wrong people. And I had learned to be positive always and to give importance on myself.

My resolution this year I will be better to others, I will really try to weigh things out in order for me to avoid hurting others. I will love to be optimistic in any situations and to focus on my goals. For me to achieve my goals and to study hard, do all my assignments and to be more open to others, to speak out my mind and to be responsible at all times. Stop being bitter to small things that could just only lead to stress and frustrations in my life. To be God fearing and to always make my family my number one list of priority in my life.